You ever have the desire to take off with no final destination in mind? Sometime in the late 1980's when my marriage was on the rocks and feeling depressed with a sense of loss I took off with my backpacking gear and some trail food in the car. My general destination was the eastside of the Mt. Jefferson Wilderness thinking it was a good place to get away from civilization. I left Eugene on a Friday evening after work and drove over Santiam Pass then turned north on a forest road leading to the Cabot Lake Trial head on the eastern edge of the Mt. Jefferson Wilderness Area. It was about a 3 hour drive from Eugene. It was the early Fall and no rain was in the forecast, so it was a good time to get away from it all before the wet weather set in. There were only 3 or 4 cars parked at the trail head parking lot. I loaded up my back and took off with no destination in mind. It got dark on me about an hour into the hike, so I just got out my sleeping bag and slept on the trail. Early the next morning I made my way to Cabot Lake and noticed some people on the other side of the lake. After the lake I made my way toward Mt. Jefferson and ended up on a rim overlooking the Warm Springs Indian Reservation above the tree line. It was a desolate area where a man could wander and never be found again. That night I don't remember where I camped, could have been back by the lake on my return hike back to the parking lot, just don't remember. Don't even remember my drive back to Eugene or wherever I was living at the time, maybe Cottage Grove. Emotionally I may have never left the wilderness.
Sure wish I could wander off these days, but the best I can do is wander aimlessly around the grocery store once a week.